♡ Aiyee ♡

College life

2012-01-12T05:47:00.000-08:00

Started college life like few days.
I am definitely still not used to it.
Not because i am shy..
I make friends with them but seems like just cant
step into their world maybe ?
Kinda afraid when lecturer gave us introduction
on every subjects.
What to do , this is college.
And guess what , i went with lunch with a bunch of guys today.
pretty weird right ?
i told my mum (:
The only girl i am quite close to in class is just sze theng.
Guys are sam , tevin and bryan.
My class is quite big right now.
34 of them.
It takes time for me to really get into.
My old friends still know me the best :)
and i miss them. I hope during CNY can meet them :D
Oh ya, tomorrow having lunch with my old school friend.
YEAHHHH :D

Passion

2012-01-12T05:15:00.000-08:00

PASSION ,
some people have their own passion while some don't.
And , I have to.
Dance is my passion.
I love ballet alot , i dont mind the hard work and pain.
The outcome is definitely worth it.
But guess what ?
I gave up my ballet competition and teacher trainning.
It is really hard for me to give up.
Don't think anyone know my feeling. Terrible decision.
I take days and week to think about it. I kept quiet.
It maybe easy for others to decide and definitely ,
therefore i decided to give up because of my study.
I don't think i can manage my time well. I suck at it.
And i need alot practice for ballet and when later comes to assignment,
I AM DEAD !
I cannot waste my parents hard earn money like that.
I would get killed and i feel bad too.
Even before i really start my course , i am stressing myself already.
SIGH. I guess its a good thing i choose pyschology subject.
Advance foundation result is not out yet.
I gotta work hard and focus on my grade 7 and advance 1 then.
In my heart , it might be some sad and sour feelings ,
and i hope i can face it with a smile :)

School , college

2012-01-03T19:35:00.000-08:00

Everyone starts school today ,
can i go back to school ?
at least not so fast to college life.
I shall stop dreaming.
I am going 18 soon like WOW.
I told my dad i can walk in without fear to watch 18 movies.
He said , wait till your birthday.
Starting my college on the 10th.
that day is orientation day still haven start yet.
I guess quite alot enrol to Taylor.
So many people i know enrol.
But very few take my course and sub :P
Took the photo of my ID that day. I showed my dad ,
and guess what he say , you dont even look like college student.
I was like DADDDDDDDDDDD :(
Can i grow tallerrrrr ??????
I dont want be mature because after that you will feel you look too old ,
but i want grow taller please.. I AM TOO SHORT :(
Any remedies that can save me ? SOBS.
All my young cousins are growing tall , why cant i grow tall ?
My height like terbantut wey :(((
Nvm , just pray hard that god will help me grow tall ! :D
College life ?? I wonder how is it ??
Oh ya , hopefully Roy can enrol same course and sub and same class with me..
Teehee (: Then at least i have someone to accompany me :P
Then still can car pool with him since he live so near to me.
For those form 5 this year , study hard !!!! :D

Countdown Party

2012-01-01T05:32:00.000-08:00

This year , went to KEC POOL PARTY for countdown.
With my acmar friends :)
Paid RM 50 for this party.
Thought dinner provided but no :(
So we went to jusco for dinner.
Back to KEC after that and watch dance.
Start to keep chit chat with friends :))
And that the start when some guys were pushed to the pool.
BUAHAHAHAHAH. Damn funny :)
Yong Ler was unlucky because was being pushed to the pool first !:D
And there goes they start to trying to push everyone down.
It was super funny how teck qing try to escape from being push.
But a few times he was unlucky and he got scratches all over:DD
Joanne and I planned to jump together the pool during 12am.
So we were holding each other and 3,2,1 still not jumping pushing
each other while everyone were enjoying fireworks.
And suddenly doom !!! Joanne pushed me down to the pool.
OMGGGGGG ! HAHAHA. but then it was fun :)
I forgotten how she got down too after that,
i guess she was being pushed :D
After that , keep have fun at the pool.
Edmund's shirt was torn that day. HAHAHAHAHAHA !
Anyway , we all have fun alot !
Thanks for the people who fetch me back :)
Reached home around 1.30am.
Gonna miss them so much !!

2012

2012-01-01T04:45:00.000-08:00

Its a new start.
Let me take this opportunity to really thanks some few people
who meant so much to me (:

1. Jiawei

Thankyou so much for being there for me always when i needed you.
You gave me ur fullest support no matter what.
And willing to listen to me to my bullshits :P
I share with you my sad and happy moments because i trust you :)
Sorry if i have ever make you angry or sad.
And sorry for my immature. You are always there to give the best advices to teach me how to go through life. Thank you so much and i love you so much tooo ! :DD MWAHHHHHHH <3
*Thanks for making an effort for everything during my bday (:

2.Joanne

Joanne , really thank you so much for being there always for me to ask me to move forward and dont look at the past.Thankyou for your advices and thank you for being my listener. thankyou for everything.Love you lotssss ! :DD You stay strong too ! I am here for you always =)) Teehee

3. Teck Qing

Thank you for making me laugh and cheer thru your laughter and smile :)) I guess everyone will laugh when hear the way you laugh :P
I know you know me well and keep ask me to cheer up. Thankyou so much for always being there for me. I know i always can find you but dont want kacau you :P Really thank you so much :D
Xie Xie ni :) Dont forget me and joanne ! I know you wont too :))

4.Matt

The crazy him ! :D
You this budak ! Everytime keep bully me :(
Anyway , really thanks so much for ur caring.
I know i know although you have gf you say i still can find you always. But sometimes ... And i know you dont want me to do anything stupid. Thankyou so much for everything , ur stupidness , crazinesss.Be a good boy ! :D And do visit us always although ur country is just beside us k. Thankyou :)

And i am still thankyou to my all other friends. Forgive my mistakes in 2011. Dont forget me and keep in touch. I will miss you all ! <3

2011 Life

2011-12-30T06:34:00.000-08:00

This year , it have been lots of ups and down.
I have been through so many things in MGS.
It is a SPM year and finally over.
I am half glad its over and half not glad.
Attended so many tuitions this year.
My days are filled with tuitions.
Hardly have time at home.
For me , i prefer going tuition then staying at home
to study.
I can't sit still to study at home :P
School sometimes is fun sometimes is boring.
Our class teacher is definitely mad at our class
and dislike our class.
What to do ? There is some irresponsible students.
The truth ,i dislike my class teacher also.
But she is actually good in teaching Add Maths.
She keep guide us so that we can do well in Add Maths.
Mr. Teh had been a really very good mentor , teacher , friend to me.
I might not know him long enough compared to my other friends,
but he really someone that i admire.
Admire in a way that he is a good advicer and so on ..
He is there for me to listen to my bullshits and advice me.
He knows me well , he was there to guide me and help me.
He shares his knowledge with us and teach us the meaning of life.
And that the reason computer room was our hang out place during
recess :)
Still remember last year volleyball's aerobic ,
he was there to stand up for us.
And i am really thankful for that.
He taught me to be strong and not to cry...
When i am lost , he guide me back to my pathway.
Thankyou so much teacher :))
And Mr. Ong is definitely a good Add maths teacher too
although he sometimes speak too fast :P
He was my add maths teacher during form 4.
Although he like to insult people ,
but i know deep down in his heart , he is a good teacher too.
Really glad that i found good teachers in MGS.
Not forget my Lethia teacher , Pn. Hafiza and Mr.Poobalan :)
Really thankful for being my mentor throughout the year ..
Not to forget my friends that help me all the way through
my happy and hard times.
Truly great friends are hard to find , difficult to leave , impossible to forget.
You know ur true friends after you been through so many stuffs.
Those who stay are those who are worth for me.
I really appreciate them for willing to by my side always
even i have a bad attitude.
I am really glad JASJ is still always beside me no matter what.
Always they will :)
And definitely not to forget my other friends
who have been so crazy with me :))
It was such a good experience during March when i went to hongkong with friends for the first time , my ballet friends.
We attend classes , watch performance and play around :D
I just miss the moment.
2011 had been a year for me to grow up ,
become more mature . And stronger to face obstacles.
Life is never be perfect.
What we expect , doesnt mean the outcome should be.
Let's smile to face everyday challenge :)

After SPM :)

2011-12-19T07:11:00.000-08:00

Sorry readers ! Its been so long since i last update my blog.
And SPM is finally over .
The feelings is good as well as not good. HAHA
Because starting college soon. OMG.
Kinda afraid.
Anyway , went to genting with acmar buddies on 12th.
It was super awesome ! Although i didnt really get enough sleep.
HAHAHAH
It was my first time playing outdoor at NIGHT.
Was damn cold and fun with full of mist :)
What was not good that i am sick on that day :(
I keep ha choo , everyone laughs :P
Am glad that i have someone to help me take my big bag everytime.
Thanks bro :) Teehee.
And time past really fast.
Friday went to prom with acmar gang again.
Reunion with the same gang :)
Was my first time went and perm and make up. HAHA
And there are people who ask me for dance. SHOCK.
We are just friends btw :))
Saturday after replacing Hanaa class went education fair with Jiawei :D
After going education fair ,
it made me realise that i am so near to college life.
Oh no ,i dont want :(
I am gonna miss my friends.
Gonna miss that bunch of noisy, crazy , annoying friends :P
Oh ya , that day i work at Sunway Lagoon.
It was such a scary moment to walk in sunway lagoon at 6am
especially passing by the lion there.
The job was not tough and definitely i love the paid !
BUAHAHAHAHA :D
Gonna take January intake. SAM.
OMGGG. I am kinda afraid :(

Updates

2011-10-11T08:04:00.000-07:00

Its been so long since i last update my blog.
Any loyal readers ?(:
Anyway , this gonna be the last post till my SPM is over, i guess ?
So, how life going on everyone ?
I been through quite hard times this few months.
My birthday is over and i am happy (:
I have my trials , ballet exam.
Everything is just so stressful for me.
And somehow i can't handle well.
In addition with something that happen to me.
Many people might not know.
I act like dont care but actually i am hurting inside.
What to do , i am always being hurt.
I learn to move forward and focus on my future.
Eventhough i still cry most of the time ,
but i still will put a smile on my face.
Dont worry my dear friends (:
Life is short. Life have ups and downs.
Its like i just get a sudden shock yesterday that my
mum 's uncle passed away. Its just like two weeks he just know
that he got hepatitis B and so fast ..
Sigh.
Its very saddening. He is the best among the brothers.
He even told my mum he will start to have a healthy life after he
recover. But so sad ...
My ballet examination was ... I dont know how to describe :(
I just hope my results comes out well !
Trials , everywhere is tips.
Without tips , i wonder how.
And my result is still that bad.
3A2B3C2D. Nice pattern right ?
Can buy toto hor ? HAHAH
SPM is super near .
But i still haven put any effort.
Such a lazy bump :(
Really heartache when i heard what teacher said and
see my friends results.
Why i have such a bad results ?
Have to work hard for my SPM !
Oh ya , i today took my Undang exam.
Pass (:
TEEHEE (:
Stay tuned for updates.
Above is sis convocation pictures and a few birthday pictures (:

Sunday

2011-08-06T23:52:00.000-07:00

Finally i get to use laptop to blog.
Its kinda hard for me to online through phone.
The screen is still small.
I think is because of that my eyes power increase 50 at right eye.
Terrible.
Tomorrow going to get my new specs.
Mum kept nagging about me wearing contact.
So to stop her nag and be a good girl, gonna wear specs to school
and most of my tuitions.
Impossible i wear specs while dancing.
I will just broke the spectacles in just one day. HAHAHA
So what i did today ?
I woke up 6.30 in the morning to jog with my parents :)
A success ! HEH
Ended up i jog alone and they both walking.
They said they are old :DD
After that went to account tuition at 11 till 1.
Back home and took my old lappie out and use :D
HAHAHAH
Suppose to do revision.
But failed. This is the result of at home.
You just do anything you want :)

Without communication there is no relationship; without respect there is no love;without trust there is no reason to continue.

Updates

2011-08-06T09:38:00.001-07:00

Its been a while since I last touch my blog. Just finish my MIF exam. Hell for me and I never prepared well. Gave up on last few days. Not gonna do that anymore. Trial is coming, have to work hard for it. Though I am lack of time. Birthday is coming, this year will be celebrate with my house warming:) hope it turns out well:) There are a few events august. I hope us a good month. Emotional break down recently. Hope there is a change and will be in the right track. Stay tuned for more updates:)

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Exam

2011-07-23T23:31:00.001-07:00

I shifted house yesterday. And it was hectic tired! :( no internet and figure line super sucks. Tomorrow start exam. All the best to everyone! :) today is sunday but I have 6 and the half hours of tuition. Goshh!