Passion

PASSION ,
some people have their own passion while some don't.
And , I have to.
Dance is my passion.
I love ballet alot , i dont mind the hard work and pain.
The outcome is definitely worth it.
But guess what ?
I gave up my ballet competition and teacher trainning.
It is really hard for me to give up.
Don't think anyone know my feeling. Terrible decision.
I take days and week to think about it. I kept quiet.
It maybe easy for others to decide and definitely ,
therefore i decided to give up because of my study.
I don't think i can manage my time well. I suck at it.
And i need alot practice for ballet and when later comes to assignment,
I AM DEAD !
I cannot waste my parents hard earn money like that.
I would get killed and i feel bad too.
Even before i really start my course , i am stressing myself already.
SIGH. I guess its a good thing i choose pyschology subject.
Advance foundation result is not out yet.
I gotta work hard and focus on my grade 7 and advance 1 then.
In my heart , it might be some sad and sour feelings ,
and i hope i can face it with a smile :)