Through out my life ,
i been through so many obstacles ,
and seeing some of my precious and people that i know
leave the world. Seriously , i dont like the feeling.
Been so many years , but i still can't get through it.
Each time i heard , i will break down.
Sometimes i feel life is just so unfair ,
why god have to take people life.
I remember once my est teacher tell me ,
god loves them so he takes them away.
I am now afraid of hearing any bad news ,
especially to anybody who is dear to me.
I am sorry for my mistakes to my family and friends.
I love all of them. Cant afford to lose anyone of them.
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
Thursday, January 12, 2012
College life
Started college life like few days.
I am definitely still not used to it.
Not because i am shy..
I make friends with them but seems like just cant
step into their world maybe ?
Kinda afraid when lecturer gave us introduction
on every subjects.
What to do , this is college.
And guess what , i went with lunch with a bunch of guys today.
pretty weird right ?
i told my mum (:
The only girl i am quite close to in class is just sze theng.
Guys are sam , tevin and bryan.
My class is quite big right now.
34 of them.
It takes time for me to really get into.
My old friends still know me the best :)
and i miss them. I hope during CNY can meet them :D
Oh ya, tomorrow having lunch with my old school friend.
YEAHHHH :D
I am definitely still not used to it.
Not because i am shy..
I make friends with them but seems like just cant
step into their world maybe ?
Kinda afraid when lecturer gave us introduction
on every subjects.
What to do , this is college.
And guess what , i went with lunch with a bunch of guys today.
pretty weird right ?
i told my mum (:
The only girl i am quite close to in class is just sze theng.
Guys are sam , tevin and bryan.
My class is quite big right now.
34 of them.
It takes time for me to really get into.
My old friends still know me the best :)
and i miss them. I hope during CNY can meet them :D
Oh ya, tomorrow having lunch with my old school friend.
YEAHHHH :D
Passion
PASSION ,
some people have their own passion while some don't.
And , I have to.
Dance is my passion.
I love ballet alot , i dont mind the hard work and pain.
The outcome is definitely worth it.
But guess what ?
I gave up my ballet competition and teacher trainning.
It is really hard for me to give up.
Don't think anyone know my feeling. Terrible decision.
I take days and week to think about it. I kept quiet.
It maybe easy for others to decide and definitely ,
therefore i decided to give up because of my study.
I don't think i can manage my time well. I suck at it.
And i need alot practice for ballet and when later comes to assignment,
I AM DEAD !
I cannot waste my parents hard earn money like that.
I would get killed and i feel bad too.
Even before i really start my course , i am stressing myself already.
SIGH. I guess its a good thing i choose pyschology subject.
Advance foundation result is not out yet.
I gotta work hard and focus on my grade 7 and advance 1 then.
In my heart , it might be some sad and sour feelings ,
and i hope i can face it with a smile :)
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
School , college
Everyone starts school today ,
can i go back to school ?
at least not so fast to college life.
I shall stop dreaming.
I am going 18 soon like WOW.
I told my dad i can walk in without fear to watch 18 movies.
He said , wait till your birthday.
Starting my college on the 10th.
that day is orientation day still haven start yet.
I guess quite alot enrol to Taylor.
So many people i know enrol.
But very few take my course and sub :P
Took the photo of my ID that day. I showed my dad ,
and guess what he say , you dont even look like college student.
I was like DADDDDDDDDDDD :(
Can i grow tallerrrrr ??????
I dont want be mature because after that you will feel you look too old ,
but i want grow taller please.. I AM TOO SHORT :(
Any remedies that can save me ? SOBS.
All my young cousins are growing tall , why cant i grow tall ?
My height like terbantut wey :(((
Nvm , just pray hard that god will help me grow tall ! :D
College life ?? I wonder how is it ??
Oh ya , hopefully Roy can enrol same course and sub and same class with me..
Teehee (: Then at least i have someone to accompany me :P
Then still can car pool with him since he live so near to me.
For those form 5 this year , study hard !!!! :D
can i go back to school ?
at least not so fast to college life.
I shall stop dreaming.
I am going 18 soon like WOW.
I told my dad i can walk in without fear to watch 18 movies.
He said , wait till your birthday.
Starting my college on the 10th.
that day is orientation day still haven start yet.
I guess quite alot enrol to Taylor.
So many people i know enrol.
But very few take my course and sub :P
Took the photo of my ID that day. I showed my dad ,
and guess what he say , you dont even look like college student.
I was like DADDDDDDDDDDD :(
Can i grow tallerrrrr ??????
I dont want be mature because after that you will feel you look too old ,
but i want grow taller please.. I AM TOO SHORT :(
Any remedies that can save me ? SOBS.
All my young cousins are growing tall , why cant i grow tall ?
My height like terbantut wey :(((
Nvm , just pray hard that god will help me grow tall ! :D
College life ?? I wonder how is it ??
Oh ya , hopefully Roy can enrol same course and sub and same class with me..
Teehee (: Then at least i have someone to accompany me :P
Then still can car pool with him since he live so near to me.
For those form 5 this year , study hard !!!! :D
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Countdown Party
This year , went to KEC POOL PARTY for countdown.
With my acmar friends :)
Paid RM 50 for this party.
Thought dinner provided but no :(
So we went to jusco for dinner.
Back to KEC after that and watch dance.
Start to keep chit chat with friends :))
And that the start when some guys were pushed to the pool.
BUAHAHAHAHAH. Damn funny :)
Yong Ler was unlucky because was being pushed to the pool first !:D
And there goes they start to trying to push everyone down.
It was super funny how teck qing try to escape from being push.
But a few times he was unlucky and he got scratches all over:DD
Joanne and I planned to jump together the pool during 12am.
So we were holding each other and 3,2,1 still not jumping pushing
each other while everyone were enjoying fireworks.
And suddenly doom !!! Joanne pushed me down to the pool.
OMGGGGGG ! HAHAHA. but then it was fun :)
I forgotten how she got down too after that,
i guess she was being pushed :D
After that , keep have fun at the pool.
Edmund's shirt was torn that day. HAHAHAHAHAHA !
Anyway , we all have fun alot !
Thanks for the people who fetch me back :)
Reached home around 1.30am.
Gonna miss them so much !!
2012
Its a new start.
Let me take this opportunity to really thanks some few people
who meant so much to me (:
1. Jiawei
Thankyou so much for being there for me always when i needed you.
You gave me ur fullest support no matter what.
And willing to listen to me to my bullshits :P
I share with you my sad and happy moments because i trust you :)
Sorry if i have ever make you angry or sad.
And sorry for my immature. You are always there to give the best advices to teach me how to go through life. Thank you so much and i love you so much tooo ! :DD MWAHHHHHHH <3
*Thanks for making an effort for everything during my bday (:
2.Joanne
Joanne , really thank you so much for being there always for me to ask me to move forward and dont look at the past.Thankyou for your advices and thank you for being my listener. thankyou for everything.Love you lotssss ! :DD You stay strong too ! I am here for you always =)) Teehee
3. Teck Qing
Thank you for making me laugh and cheer thru your laughter and smile :)) I guess everyone will laugh when hear the way you laugh :P
I know you know me well and keep ask me to cheer up. Thankyou so much for always being there for me. I know i always can find you but dont want kacau you :P Really thank you so much :D
Xie Xie ni :) Dont forget me and joanne ! I know you wont too :))
4.Matt
The crazy him ! :D
You this budak ! Everytime keep bully me :(
Anyway , really thanks so much for ur caring.
I know i know although you have gf you say i still can find you always. But sometimes ... And i know you dont want me to do anything stupid. Thankyou so much for everything , ur stupidness , crazinesss.Be a good boy ! :D And do visit us always although ur country is just beside us k. Thankyou :)
And i am still thankyou to my all other friends. Forgive my mistakes in 2011. Dont forget me and keep in touch. I will miss you all ! <3
Let me take this opportunity to really thanks some few people
who meant so much to me (:
1. Jiawei
Thankyou so much for being there for me always when i needed you.
You gave me ur fullest support no matter what.
And willing to listen to me to my bullshits :P
I share with you my sad and happy moments because i trust you :)
Sorry if i have ever make you angry or sad.
And sorry for my immature. You are always there to give the best advices to teach me how to go through life. Thank you so much and i love you so much tooo ! :DD MWAHHHHHHH <3
*Thanks for making an effort for everything during my bday (:
2.Joanne
Joanne , really thank you so much for being there always for me to ask me to move forward and dont look at the past.Thankyou for your advices and thank you for being my listener. thankyou for everything.Love you lotssss ! :DD You stay strong too ! I am here for you always =)) Teehee
3. Teck Qing
Thank you for making me laugh and cheer thru your laughter and smile :)) I guess everyone will laugh when hear the way you laugh :P
I know you know me well and keep ask me to cheer up. Thankyou so much for always being there for me. I know i always can find you but dont want kacau you :P Really thank you so much :D
Xie Xie ni :) Dont forget me and joanne ! I know you wont too :))
4.Matt
The crazy him ! :D
You this budak ! Everytime keep bully me :(
Anyway , really thanks so much for ur caring.
I know i know although you have gf you say i still can find you always. But sometimes ... And i know you dont want me to do anything stupid. Thankyou so much for everything , ur stupidness , crazinesss.Be a good boy ! :D And do visit us always although ur country is just beside us k. Thankyou :)
And i am still thankyou to my all other friends. Forgive my mistakes in 2011. Dont forget me and keep in touch. I will miss you all ! <3
Friday, December 30, 2011
2011 Life
This year , it have been lots of ups and down.
I have been through so many things in MGS.
It is a SPM year and finally over.
I am half glad its over and half not glad.
Attended so many tuitions this year.
My days are filled with tuitions.
Hardly have time at home.
For me , i prefer going tuition then staying at home
to study.
I can't sit still to study at home :P
School sometimes is fun sometimes is boring.
Our class teacher is definitely mad at our class
and dislike our class.
What to do ? There is some irresponsible students.
The truth ,i dislike my class teacher also.
But she is actually good in teaching Add Maths.
She keep guide us so that we can do well in Add Maths.
Mr. Teh had been a really very good mentor , teacher , friend to me.
I might not know him long enough compared to my other friends,
but he really someone that i admire.
Admire in a way that he is a good advicer and so on ..
He is there for me to listen to my bullshits and advice me.
He knows me well , he was there to guide me and help me.
He shares his knowledge with us and teach us the meaning of life.
And that the reason computer room was our hang out place during
recess :)
Still remember last year volleyball's aerobic ,
he was there to stand up for us.
And i am really thankful for that.
He taught me to be strong and not to cry...
When i am lost , he guide me back to my pathway.
Thankyou so much teacher :))
And Mr. Ong is definitely a good Add maths teacher too
although he sometimes speak too fast :P
He was my add maths teacher during form 4.
Although he like to insult people ,
but i know deep down in his heart , he is a good teacher too.
Really glad that i found good teachers in MGS.
Not forget my Lethia teacher , Pn. Hafiza and Mr.Poobalan :)
Really thankful for being my mentor throughout the year ..
Not to forget my friends that help me all the way through
my happy and hard times.
Truly great friends are hard to find , difficult to leave , impossible to forget.
You know ur true friends after you been through so many stuffs.
Those who stay are those who are worth for me.
I really appreciate them for willing to by my side always
even i have a bad attitude.
I am really glad JASJ is still always beside me no matter what.
Always they will :)
And definitely not to forget my other friends
who have been so crazy with me :))
It was such a good experience during March when i went to hongkong with friends for the first time , my ballet friends.
We attend classes , watch performance and play around :D
I just miss the moment.
2011 had been a year for me to grow up ,
become more mature . And stronger to face obstacles.
Life is never be perfect.
What we expect , doesnt mean the outcome should be.
Let's smile to face everyday challenge :)
I have been through so many things in MGS.
It is a SPM year and finally over.
I am half glad its over and half not glad.
Attended so many tuitions this year.
My days are filled with tuitions.
Hardly have time at home.
For me , i prefer going tuition then staying at home
to study.
I can't sit still to study at home :P
School sometimes is fun sometimes is boring.
Our class teacher is definitely mad at our class
and dislike our class.
What to do ? There is some irresponsible students.
The truth ,i dislike my class teacher also.
But she is actually good in teaching Add Maths.
She keep guide us so that we can do well in Add Maths.
Mr. Teh had been a really very good mentor , teacher , friend to me.
I might not know him long enough compared to my other friends,
but he really someone that i admire.
Admire in a way that he is a good advicer and so on ..
He is there for me to listen to my bullshits and advice me.
He knows me well , he was there to guide me and help me.
He shares his knowledge with us and teach us the meaning of life.
And that the reason computer room was our hang out place during
recess :)
Still remember last year volleyball's aerobic ,
he was there to stand up for us.
And i am really thankful for that.
He taught me to be strong and not to cry...
When i am lost , he guide me back to my pathway.
Thankyou so much teacher :))
And Mr. Ong is definitely a good Add maths teacher too
although he sometimes speak too fast :P
He was my add maths teacher during form 4.
Although he like to insult people ,
but i know deep down in his heart , he is a good teacher too.
Really glad that i found good teachers in MGS.
Not forget my Lethia teacher , Pn. Hafiza and Mr.Poobalan :)
Really thankful for being my mentor throughout the year ..
Not to forget my friends that help me all the way through
my happy and hard times.
Truly great friends are hard to find , difficult to leave , impossible to forget.
You know ur true friends after you been through so many stuffs.
Those who stay are those who are worth for me.
I really appreciate them for willing to by my side always
even i have a bad attitude.
I am really glad JASJ is still always beside me no matter what.
Always they will :)
And definitely not to forget my other friends
who have been so crazy with me :))
It was such a good experience during March when i went to hongkong with friends for the first time , my ballet friends.
We attend classes , watch performance and play around :D
I just miss the moment.
2011 had been a year for me to grow up ,
become more mature . And stronger to face obstacles.
Life is never be perfect.
What we expect , doesnt mean the outcome should be.
Let's smile to face everyday challenge :)
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